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 Pat_93BIP@hotmail.com Music is in her genes. A passion for Singing & Dancing. You laugh, I laugh. You bitch, I bitch. A Aihui Aloy Aldric Adeline B Brindha Blodwen Boyao Benjamin Benjidan C Cindy Carine Claudia Camilia Cherbeng Corrupt D Dave E Evan F Fiona G Gwendy Grace H Humin Humin (4/8) I Ivan J Jingfang Jonathan Jerald Joel Jiahui Joywe Junjing Jaslyn Jazon K Kimberly Kazi L Lingg Liyi M Marc Meiping Meifeng Meipeng N Nicole O Olivia P Prerana Q Qingli R Ruting Ryan S Sarah Shihui Shuyi Shuianwen Sinyee Sheryl T U V Vinod Vivian W Wenjia Weixin Wingyiu Weilin Winona Wenbin Wenyi X Xiuyan Xinlin Y Yuefeng Yeekeat Z Zixuan |
Saturday, November 7, 2009
damage all the clocks and time, watched I Love You, Beth Cooper on funshion just minutes ago. rate it 10/10, super awesome movie and i love it love it love it! could have watch it a 100 times actually, so touching and heart warming. well, broke my record today. played 3 hours of L4D at Virtual LAN with my friends and I'm so satisfied! due to motion sickness i stopped a little, too crazy over it already. Carine and Vinod was working till midnight, not sure what i would be doing if i were still there waiting for them to punched out. not much happening today i guess, no laugh or maybe a little. the day is still worth it for me though, it increased my happiness status anyway. time, stop for second. make all the memories i had worthwhile, make it a beautiful ending. let me catch a glimpse of all the memorable things I'll done throughout. i don't wanna miss a thing, at all.  Friday, November 6, 2009
L4D! really had a super duper great laugh with Vinod, Carine and Yanming today. went to meet up with them after their work, so bored before they've punched out. good thing i saw Sean and co. or not i would have rotted to death at Cathay. feel so much happier now and then when I'm outside, great friends and great environment. played L4D at virtual LAN and i was over the moon, was craving for it since yesterday and i finally played it! Ryannnn is super duper god-like, he's like my angel sent from above. I FINALLY HAVE L4D IN MY FREAKING COMPUTER! he gave me he's steam account and it took me 3 hours plus to download everything but the game is kinda lag at times. not sure if it will be normal, so hope it will! many people said playing numerous times of L4D will be really boring or in other word 'sian'. I'm totally obsessed with it 123456 times and i don't know why is that so, guess the moral of the story is (Shooting game is really hell lots of fun.) gonna stick with that game until I'll be like others, bored as hell. so yeah, for the time being, shall go crazy over L4D. (don't stop me!) Thursday, November 5, 2009
help, visited Vinod and Carine at The Cathay while they were working, happy to have got out the hell home. laughed so much like never before, if everyday was like that. wanted to watch a movie myself to kill time as i was alone but decided to linger around with Vinod and Carine so i would not feel so unhappy and lonely. anyway, my dress for Prom Night has arrived and i kinda like it but people might think is weird, who cares. though i would look like an ass wearing it but is just one day of Prom, so yeah. guess the only way to be further away from home is to go out everyday, even being outside alone makes me happier. if it weren't my friends, i wouldn't be living at all. this world seems so useless for me now but they added colors to it even though the scars in my heart are still there. it ain't gonna heal cos its so deep that i could feel it. it hurts more than anything you could think off, so painful. i want someone to hear me, i need to scream my lungs out. i need a shoulder or maybe a pair of ears but who? there is no love or concern around me, so dull and ugly. who am i now? i can't recognize or define myself, who am i? PATRICIA? who are you? someone that no one care or love? or are you just a person without a soul? - god, take me away. take me to a place where happiness is alive. Wednesday, November 4, 2009
smile? no. watched Momo Love on youtube and I'm so obsessed with it already but the drama stopped at Episode 3 and i so wanna watch more. if i were in the scene and if Singapore is like all those idol dramas, wouldn't it be great? i mean, Singapore is an Asian country, can't expect romantic situations in here like all those dramas I've seen. well, I'm rotting at home as usual. someone, please call me out. don't wanna be home everyday to go through hell, so frustrating! I NEED L4D, the only resource that could keep me going. this world is turning upside down for me, why is chaos befalling on me? why do i have to wake up everyday knowing that hell is right infront of me? cry? no one would know, no one would care cos i'm not part of their life. bring me to a place where love and care is concerned or kill me softly. - hatred had filled my soul,  Tuesday, November 3, 2009
damn comparison, did some online shopping recently and I'm almost on the verge of going crazy. all those dresses and bicker jackets i saw is all on pre-orders and i thought i could actually purchase it but my sister told me it will take months for it to be shipped to Singapore. so all those times I've been online shopping is all on pre-orders? all those super hot clothes I've browsed through are not true to the pictures I've seen? my goss, precious time have been wasted and all those fake hopes. fortunately, my sister helped me to find some INSTOCK clothing which i could get it in 2 to 3 working days. found my desired dress to be worn during Prom Night, though it won't look good on me but still, wanna try out wearing different clothes other than just shirt or pants. envy my sister much cos all her clothing are just too gorgeous and of cos my mum is always being too comparison between me and my sister. honestly to say, i fucking hate to be compared to others cos it just suck big time. everyone have different perspectives and why the comparison. yes, my sister is slim, skinny, nice hair, awesome clothes while I'm the opposite of her but helloooo? my mum, comparing her own daughter? i mean what the fuck? will she like it if i say other mums are better than her? i do have feelings too, like as it my heart won't break when she compare me and my sister. I'm not a freaking robot or something, I've got a heart too. can't she ever understand? fuck, Monday, November 2, 2009
Michael Jackson, RIP! True friends visit us in prosperity only when invited, but in adversity they come without invitation. watched a movie with my friends today, Michael Jackson- This Is It. really a nice and touching movie, the dance and all are truly awesome but Arthur and I were laughing very loudly cos of some scenes which are not meant to be made fun of. Michael Jackson's fans out there, no offense! had a great time at the LAN shop, L4D made me traumatized again. being a smoker and a boomer is great, hunter just sucks for me cos its hard to control at times. it will be so damn awesome if L4D is downloaded in my freaking computer but too bad is not. went to Doughby Ghaut to get Arthur's drum-pad, all the bass at YAMAHA is super duper hot! wish i had one, I WANNA LEARN! is like imagine me playing it, super rare! well, visited Carine and Vinod while they were working. why did i laugh so much today? learned many racist jokes, i mean is meant to be a joke. finally my own true self is back, can't imagine life without my friends to be there to cheer me up! if time could just stop by a minute and let me have a last glimpse to replay it again, I'm sure I've got nothing more to ask for. some just left a far distance and we became further while some just got closer and we became dearer. - Arthur, Vinod, Carine, Yanming. (i cannot imagine life without you.)  Sunday, November 1, 2009
M Hotel, first day of work at the M Hotel as a waitress for a wedding and there will never be a second time again if possible. the briefing was so fast that i could barely get it in my head. of cos, there were people to help me out but they have their own table to serve and i can't possibly ask them to help me throughout. did not have experience working as a waitress before that's why i was walking around the ballroom blankly and not knowing what to do but was finding something to do. the manager sure is pissed out with me cos i did not clear the plates before serving. i mean, what can i do actually? first day right?! people I'm working with is also not so friendly, attitude everywhere and its so damn annoying. working as a same freaking job under one freaking roof, why the fucking attitude? is like i know what to on my first day of work, use your brains! if i had a chance, i don't wanna go back to that hell place ever again. well, it depends on me whether i wanna go back or not cos its a one day pay crap. so yeah, most properly I'll find a better environment for me to work in other than working with annoying people. (PS: AIHUI, thanks for this job recommendation. though is hardwork but we manage to pull it off like hell!)  |
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whether the world earth dies,
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