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Monday, December 7, 2009
I'm sorry, that night i was unaware of the surroundings, just forget about everything. nothing worth to be remembered cos everything is useless. if i made you uncomfortable, I'm truly sorry. i just wanna tell you, yes i have. i cried always when you are not around me cos i felt lost sometimes and i apologize for everything. forgive me for being selfish, i hate myself for that. just remember, i do have feelings.  Sunday, December 6, 2009
CHARITYYYYY! went to the SPD Charity Show with Shirlene and co. good thing she invited me along or not I'll be so bored rotting at home, main reason she went is because of her dearest Jared. yeah, many celebrities were there and people were screaming at the top of their lungs like an asshole and it made my head went really crazy. guess the only part i enjoyed was when Auntie Lucy came out and it made the whole crowd laugh like hell and also the part where all those little stories were told about the unfortunates. one day, I'm so gonna do some voluntary work no matter how hard is it cos I've been craving it for a long time but i couldn't find a place where i could actually help. i mean, i really wanna help whatever i can cos seeing them this way breaks my heart. contact me as soon as possible if there is any voluntary work which i can participate. why can't you ever understand what I'm trying to say? it hurts, sometimes. Saturday, December 5, 2009
rewind, Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. watched Paranormal Activity on funshion with my sister cos she wanna watch it, guess the owner of it cut some scenes. not as horrifying compared to watching it in the theater cos i did not freak out for the first time watching it on the computer. well, slept for more than 20 hours straight due to the inadequate of sleeps at the chalet for 2 days and I'm feeling superb energetic. wish i could rewind back to the times spent with Wenjie and Aloysius cos times with them just simply rock to the core but times with them passes by so quickly at the blink of an eye. most unfortunate thing was i was tipsy throughout the night and i forgot almost everything, even the great conversations and fun with them did not flashback. if only we have met them early, i guess we would have spent the past 2 nights with them and also, laughing our lungs out. miss them superbly much! why didn't i notice it in the first place when i saw you? when i look in your eyes, all i see was someone whom i never imagine it would be. i didn't want you to leave cos i know i was happy when I'm with you. you led me through the darkness and took care of me when I'm lost. - don't leave boy, don't leave. Friday, December 4, 2009
BACKKKKKK! back from Sean's chalet and i truly enjoyed it much though I've only been there for 2 days. shall elaborate more on what i did through these 2 days and blog a summary out of it. so, here it goes: 2 DECEMBER 2009 went to Costa Sand with Levin and we were superb excited but upon reaching there, I'm not sure what was it or how it happened. i was terrified out of my mind and totally speechless the whole day and do not wish to elaborate more further about it. so shocked that i couldn't stop thinking on what have happened and the flashbacks just kept on coming back. why did it happen? Mood: Stunned, Jaw-dropping, disappointed and sad. 3 DECEMBER 2009 left the chalet with a few of my friends and we headed back to Ang Mo Kio as we were intending to game at Good Speed. was feeling so reckless and tired as we did not sleep throughout the whole night cos the room was packed. played 1 hour of L4D 2 and no, i didn't wanna continue cos i was on the verge of falling asleep. then, mum told me that sis's boyfriend was coming over for the night so i decided to head home as fast as possible. showered, did everything and went back to the chalet cos i didn't wanna be a bulb light in the same room with them. reached Costa Sand, saw Levin, Sean and Hongwee. they were intending to catch a midnight movie at E!hub and also planning to sneak in the M18 room to watch Zombieland but they failed and yes, i was also part of their evil plan. bought Twilight Saga: New Moon ticket and as soon as i wanted to sneak into the M18 hall i was told to back off from there and acted stupid not knowing where i was heading. New Moon is a superbbbbbbbbb awesome, god-like, heavenly movie and i love it like all the way. finally get to watch it after craving for weeks. went back to the chalet as soon as the movie ended and i was freezing like hell. made new friends at the chalet and its a good thing cos without it, we wouldn't be striving so long through the night. everyone was soundly asleep and J-02 and J-04 was making a huge commotion but we were not noticed. they were drinking heavy alcohols and of cos we joined them, just a mouth or two i got a little tipsy cos the alcohol was just too strong and i was really high and started walking places i never knew. the girls was going crazy and i was lovin' it. so then, it was left with a few of us as some of them were pronounced K.O. played a superb sarcastic True or Dare game but everyone played Dare and yes, kissing stuff going on and only kissing. new friends we made just one day and we could actually spent the whole night with them, its seriously awesome.  4 DECEMBER 2009 dawn was breaking and we were still as crazy as ever. throwing of marshmallows at each other early in the morning and moreover, into the swimming pool. of cos, we were reprimanded by the guard and Aloy was such a great actor. really a huge drama at the pool and we were laughing like forever! chatted too much and we got real exhausted by then so went back to our rooms and slept. by the time we woke up, our new friends have already left but manage to meet them back at WhiteSand. greatest chalet experience ever in my life! Tuesday, December 1, 2009
once again, L4D! watched 2 movies on funshion again, Stan Helsing and Blonde Ambition. Stan Helsing is a funny parody but i finds it kinda lame actually, its an epic movie. didn't quite like the movie cos its really weird but on the other hand, Blonde Ambition is a pretty nice movie. is what I'm looking for in a movie but its sure hard to find sometimes. still have not broke my record by watching 4 movies in a day and I'm still finding ways to make it happen though. well, I'm rotting at home and I'm craving for L4D so badly cos the L4D I've downloaded in my computer is so not working at all but it's alright, there is still such thing as LAN. good thing they invented that or not I'll die of boredness. (might not be blogging tomorrow as I'm going for a chalet at Costa Sand, apologies.)   Monday, November 30, 2009
hopefully, You cannot live on hope alone. But without hope, life is not worth living. watched Case 39 at Cathay with my friends and the movie came out unexpected once again, really a nice movie just that the sound systems are always scaring us. was supposed to game at Good Speed before the movie start but met them later as my mum made dinner. watched them play L4D 2 instead and I'm feeling so regretful not playing it. well, guess Cathay is feeding me too much with the free flow of food sponsored by my friends by watching just one movie. not complaining about it but we're seriously making their business to downturn faster, its fine with me cos the managers there are bullshit as said. ain't treating their crews and people well and that's what they'll get, no offense! guess now the whole Cathay knows me cos I'm always there like 24/7? great because i get to meet new people and it makes me happy also. being officially graduated from school is good for me cos it creates less chaos. being outside to experience new things and encounter new people makes me happy all the time because that's how i want my life to be. hanging out with the people i trust most and with people that can make me laugh so retardedly makes me wanna live life more until the day i close my eyes forever but when problem came slapping on my face, i don't wanna live at all cos its useless and pointless when one doesn't trust me at all. i want to wake up every morning knowing that a gleeful path will lead me to a better beginning then that's when i know, I'll smile forever.  Sunday, November 29, 2009
unsure, watched 2 movies on funshion today, Princess Protection Program and Jennifer's Body. hell yeah, both movies rock to the core. Jennifer's Body is kinda creepy but overall is hot and sexy! yeah, Megan Foxx. soon I'm gonna break the record by watching 4 movies in a day cos there are so many movies I've downloaded on funshion. was supposed to watch Hannah Montana the movie but it somehow got intervals between each seconds and its so annoying. well, I'm so confused and I'm unsure why. was having inadequate of sleep as i was thinking just too much about certain unnecessary stuff which is not gonna come true at all. though i pray real hard for it to come true but my intuition tells me its not gonna be fulfilled cos I'm in Singapore, an Asian country. its not gonna work out with my vivid imagination going on cos its totally crap, - tell me its not true.   |
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whether the world earth dies,
my love for you remain permanent. |
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